Loving you is just like having a beautiful wound...

Living without you is
just like the body living without the soul
I know that is the truth..
But still I need to face the reality
which says that you are no where
you are no where for me..

One week just passed..
with utter silence
which proved that you really can do so
I know you can
coz you never wanted me at all
but did you ever thought
how this heart is gonna take it??
how this heart can bear that pain
pain of missing you
I know you wont feel it
you will never feel it ..
But atleast if u can understand
that there is a heart which is crying for u

I passed this week same as you
but with one difference
I spent each second with you
keeping you in my mind
i want to kill my love inside
which was born for you
I want to do it
so I didnt try to contact you
coz I cant be a bother
to a person who dont need me

First ever in my life
I felt so deep in me
what real love is
I dont know why it went so deep
and I dont know how to explain
the feeling I felt which is so fresh
Very very new within me

I kept on going in this road
Kept on reaching high
knowing that you never wanted me
Knowing that you never loved me
But after one whole year
keeping only you in my heart
I only had tears
I couldnt even express my love
the way I wanted
Still I dont regret
coz I loved you
May be I still do so
But I need to give up this
I need to live my life
without you in my mind
coz its only me who feels all this
I know its such beautiful time
Which I could explain as a
beautiful wound I had
I never wanted to heal it so far
but now its time for me to
take actions to heal it
As I cant take this pain anymore

I love you..love you..love you..
Loved you to the fullest
Loved you to the deepest
From now on I would say
that I loved you ...
Coz I cant carry this anymore
I got see a end to this mirage
Which only I had in my dreams

I know you wont loose anything
Its only me who will loose everything
by letting you go
but I rather do it than keeping something
within me which is not mine at all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ya7_3g7-chQ&feature=related