At a time
she was with me
in skype , on phone , in msgs,
in everything she did
I was right behind
When ever she was in pain
she turned on to me
when ever she wanted to cry
she cried infront of me
when ever she wanted an opinion
she got back to me
There was a time
I sang for her
till she slept
I was even listening to her sleep
there was a time
when ever the phone gets disconnected
she ringed back to me
just in a second
That was a beautiful past
I still recall
once when I put a status msg
on skype
saying to reject a person ten times
if that person rejects me once
well ..in the very next second
she called me back
just to know what I meant on that
may be coz she wanted to know
whether I am gonna reject her
that made me realize
that there was a need in her
to have me in her life
When ever I dont call her
she tries to call me several times
and finally send me a msg
asking me to call her as she is sick
May be its because she knew
every bit of the sensitiveness I had
every bit of me which I gave her
with full of love
no matter how sad I am
oh no matter how angry I am
just in one call of her
made me forget everything else
and think only of her
yes that was a beautiful past
She just wanted me ...
to help her at work
and to help her in life
Which was the best chance i got
it worth more than millions to me
I never tried to wait till
a day she send me gifts
I never expected anything
but when ever I get a chance
who ever who comes this way
I some how or other
sent something to her
to make her smile
thou no one brought me anything
every time they went back
I sent something
which made me have a thought
of having million gifts for me
that much I made my self happy
by giving the best to her
Some days she hurt me
some days she didnt trust me
some days she ignored me
those wounds were cut so deep
but still there was
some beauty hidden in it
coz all i wished is
having her in my life
may be even as a wound...
That beautiful past is just a memory now
I wonder whether she wanted me
just to pass time
when she was hurt those days
Still I dont know
whether its the exact reason for all this
coz now since there is no pain
she doesnt need me
but all this time
I gave her love
with my whole heart
but that beautiful heart
which received it ...
the heart who had the need
of having me beside
is not there any more
in her life
i have been just the past for her
things have changed that much
where I wont be her future anymore
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