I wonder

Seems like my whole body has started reacting

As I am just gonna let a part go from it...

I knw its hard..very very very hard

but nothing much I could to 

than to let it go 

as it really wanted me to do so ...

No appetite to eat the whole day 

no food to the tummy whole day 

Still I servive

drinking tears of my own eyes

Thou I am not strong enough to face this 

Some how I got to do this...

May be there should have been a chance

In case if you sed

atleast for a once that you 

need me...

Need my care

need my love

need my presence

need my kindness 

Need my sacrifice...

but just too unfortunate 

that you simply wanted the work ....

Where I have walked along a road 

all alone thinking you are there for me...

Still I wonder 

whether this is the same person 

year ago

who called me all the time

Who wanted me to stay on the phone all day and night

Who shared the pain and joy when ever its possible

Who wanted my presence 

in all important things in her life...

Who understood me so well 

and protected me from all evil 

Just like a mother 

How ever that past will remain 

as a beautiful picture

Which I may carry till my death 

where no other can 

even keep a mark of a pencil to change the dimension of it...