Still the wound is Fresh !!

With a burning heart...pouring tears , 

Still this heart is there to love you 

I wonder why it reacts such way 

Coz the wound you made in it is so real 

and unbelievably hurting my love...

Apart from faithfulness what mistake did I make ??

That is the only question I have in me...

The bond was formed 

from the time I felt that you need me

you need my care and love..

that is what you showed me before

But the vows were broken now..

O my beloved, 

What sort of repayment did I get 

for my faithfulness 

What sort of gift did u give me in return ?

All your promises you said ..

That you will never break a relationship 

you will never loose faith on me

you said you know that I am harmless

But still at last 

all those were forgotten 

What sort of a gift did you give in return my love ??

I dont understand ..really dont understand 

what fault you found in me..

I only fulfilled love for you ..

that is all I did my beloved ...

After giving me the passion of love

teaching me the lesson of love

you gave me the poison to hate love 

Where as now I am scared of the whole world darling ..

I never be able to sleep again 

as I have no dreams to dream

I have no sweet thoughts to think till I sleep 

Coz all this time it was only you I had in my mind

I will never be able to fall in love with some one else

You can still ..

Go ahead and  become a stranger 

but I cant be one to you 

coz you are the only one I knew and 

only one I loved so deep 

For the sake of some outsider

you forgot the one who was your own !!

isnt it what you did to me my darling ???

I am still in a dream thinking 

is that what really happened ..

In just a few moments 

a connection of many lifetimes was erased !!!