You are just a stranger now...

I dont know where i went wrong 

in loving you so deep 

Seems you never understood me

You always questioned me

What I want you to feel about ...

It really meant that you felt nothing

absolutely nothing about my love

But my darling...

Did you ever noticed that the love you kicked away 

was never the same as ordinary love 

which you see in dramas or even in real love stories

I was ready for anything ..

even to die for you 

When you wanted to build the house

I wanted to find a way to get money ...

What a risk to take a loan on behalf of others

every one questioned me

Every one scolded me saying  not to do so 

But nothing could stop me 

I only and only wanted to make your dream come true

You must have got some people's help 

where they spent your belongings to make you happy 

which was not the path I followed

may be I am wrong ...May be as you say I am stupid

But I still think my love for you was much more greater than 

even sha jahen coz I built thousand 

taj mahal's inside my heart for you 

simply for you ..

But my dear princess you never saw any of those..

You only saw my love as a burden to you 

You were so scared that you may have to give your heart to me 

isnt it the problem you had ????

Yes people do expect love in return 

but still I was not that same kind

I know , I would be delighted if you could give it in return 

but I loved you without even expecting that in return

but you never even wanted my love and care...

So there was nothing much that I could do

than to accomplish your wish

Rather than keep you in fear

coz in your thoughts you always had a doubt 

whether I need love in return..which you cannot give...

Anyway now things are gone..

I know for you may be its just nothing 

but I am living without a piece of my heart ..

and the hardest is to smile before my family 

to show that I am fine

where as inside me I am dying

But still never ever I will let u in 

never in my life 

coz that much its sooooo painful when I think of the way 

you rejected my love..

you are simply a stranger to me now

to my heart you are unknown..

thou its sooooooooooo hard 

I made it so

I erased your name from all the walls of my heart..

may be it will die soon ..but still 

My heart will die without being a burden to you by giving my love...

Good bye forever darling......Have a wonderful journey a head..!!!